All or Nothing

Perhaps I shouldn't have expect anything from beginning. I already chosen and expect nothing but you said you want to give me all. When I just about thinking to take all back, you chosen nothing to give. Are you playing me? Am I so fun to be played? Is God testing my patience? I'm not good at all in all taking all this. Please let me go, Please let it go, I need a brand new day, a brand new world, a brand new LIFE. When is someone finally has it says to help me out from the dark?