Politics in my daily life

How do I get no involve in politics around me? Is it a must to play wif politics? How do I use politics for good terms and protect myslf or shall I use politics to destroy my greatest enemy? Questions is question...I nvr like to ask so many question coz this question marks around me made me feel dizzy. I ady good enough to keep everything to myslf. I try not to complain and solve it my own. But why the more I tolerate the more people try to get advantages from me. I cant keep quiet just like that. I need to do sumting but am I too cruel if I take some actions? I really duwan to be like when I was small.

right or wrong

I've done lotsa tings in my life; but I feel what I did alwaz wrong, never been good enough. Am I a person dat emphasize on PERFECTION. I admit dat my aim is vry high, nvr satisfy wif any things and dats my main prob. 1st I made all my frens afraid of me coz i nvr like everything coz I feel still can improve..There's stil room for improvement and why cant we take the opportunities to do better? Y am I the only 1 who hav this thoughts while all others disagree wif me? Second thing is again I giv up nearly everything I do , things dat cant achieve the best quality I rather not doin it and soon it becomes my greatest enemy. It jz like the war between Good VS Evil and God VS Demon. It turns to be my habit now dat everything I do jz at laz min coz it is same as meaningless as I when I cant achieve top quality of the work dat I wil produce

What is LIFE ???

Lately a vry simple equation can describe me; assignments+exam+working=my LIFE. I really wish my life can fill wif colors so I noe at least i didn't waste my time when im stil young. I duwan to hav a deep regret when I look back years later. Why ppl is having fun wif uni life but my uni life is jz black and white? Why my life hav so many problems and so hard to travel. I understand dat everyone's hav probs but the matter is there are differences between the definition of yr probs compare to mine. Is yr so called probs really probs? Can someone understand what is in my life? I wish I can share wif someone's but til now nobody can understand me. Sometimes I feel wana giv up coz I'm really too tired for all this but what makes me stil hold on is 1 question. My life stil long way to go, is there any brighter road waiting for me in front ? If I jz let go now, am I a coward dat afraid to face it? I hope I can change my life to be more colorful, or anyone can add color into my life? Im dying coz i hav nth valueable in my life ...It drives me crazy coz sometimes I dun realy even noe what I want. Im lost and hav no direction...my life is meaningless coz everyday pass thru me but i duno what does it mean and I dun even noe what's goin around me. Am i live on my own?