Friday, October 1, 2010

...E M P T Y...

what am i doing at this hour. can't sleep at all. tmr is another very long day. I know i need to get some sleep. freaking tired...sigh...Abt 6 months break ady, entering Oct. somehow i still feel like i never had a single day which i felt i really in holiday and my mind is free. why there's so much thing in my head, gona explode soon. There's something right at the middle of my heart. It's pressing me so hard that I really didn't know what can i do to remove it. Why? bcz I dun even know what's that!! what's the problem with me???? Only heaven knows~

No matter what I do, I can't really concentrate in it~
No matter where I went, I never really enjoy it~
No matter what I eat, I can't really feel it's delicious~
No matter how much words that my friends tell to cheer me up, I can't really able to~

I hope there's someone able to save me...guess nobody, nobody but me =( but when?

I'm like a body without soul. Living like a zombie feels terrible~