Horoscope

Horoscope. You can see horoscope on TV, magazine, newspaper, internet and all kinds of sources. However, do you believe in it? or should I ask how much do you believe it? I got friends who surely turn to that particular page when she hold a newspaper or magazine...and surf web pages about it when comes online. Yes..is a SHE but I not going to tell who is she. hehe. I personally think it got no accuracy at all so we shouldn't believe it. Why do I said so? What making me said this?

1) We believe in almost anything and everything when it talks something good about us. When we realise it's something bad, we tend to give ourselves thousand or even million of excuses in a blink of eyes.

2) There are 12 horoscope sign. 365 days in a year. Over 6 billion people in this world. Millions of people fall under the same horoscope. How could advices or what so ever be accurate and can apply on millions of people at the same time. Maybe I should say it's ACCURATE as it will at least HIT a few of the lucky fellow.

One of my friend which was my classmate back then in primary school days asking me something " did you know cancerians are soft spoken, emo and cool at the same time?" I was wondering how could someone knew something so well about me. Later he told me that he is a cancerian as well. I realise we've been stereotype for the natural traits that cancerian got =).

I started to think and found that most of my friends who are also cancerian do share the same characteristics. That's why I hope people out there know that we are not being proud or LC when we are silent. We were born with the characteristic being part of us, in our blood and veins, each of it build us.

Happy New Year 2009

First of all I would like to wish all my friends Happy New Year. This year nothing much different with previous year except staying at home for countdown. Though just staying at home, I'm all right as this year there's no really heartthrob performing but I did went out to have a cup of tea with my buddy. Thanks dude, you know who you are...

My life is better than last time but is not good. Problems and challenges still all over me but just I got more time to shoot them down. This is what i meant by better.

5th of Jan...few days more I going to The Star for my internship. I'm not scare as this is not the first time I'm working out there for living. I just hope everything will work smoothly, less problem and nice. Just a bit nervous and tension of how will it be as I never been to this field before. I will take this opportunity to TEST myself. Learn to be a better man.

This year I got no new year resolution as I know I'll never stick to it. My new year resolution is meant to break. haha.

The only thing I miss is my friends. I used to have many great, good, close friends but now we all had our busy on assignments, studies, works and etc. Some went overseas so hardly contact each other. For me, friendship are too precious to be lost. Without friends, we are nothing but just an alien in the eyes of others. No one will care about you which make your life meaningless 'cause no matter happy or sad you are, no one will know and it won't make any difference. No anniversaries to be celebrate, absolutely near nothing.

How year 2009 will like? Good or bad? Ups and Downs ? I'll tell you in the next post dated 01/01/2010...hehe

H ! & 8 8

I'm not a quiet person. If you think I am. I advise you to please use more time to find out. I'm kind of talkative if you know me well. hehe. However I make friends slow and easy to lose a friend...That's make my friend circle becoming smaller and smaller. I treasure my friend of course but just can't help in this problem. This is because I don't know how to mix with some Hi Bye friend as I can't find any topic to share with. It seems fake for me to pretend close to them which I never will do. I remember I say Hi to my friend once but he failed to recall who am I even after I try hard to remind him. I felt so embarrssing like I'm acting stupid on the street. There's also once I thought my friend was greeting me and talking to me. When I answered only I realise they are actually not asking me things nor talking to me...again feels so embarrassing. That's drove me to remain silent if I'm not sure. Sometimes my friend asking me things also I will remain silent as I thought they are not talking to me...people starting to feel I'm LCLY.

18/12/2008 > 04/01/2009 > BREAK

Today onwards is my sem break. Although it's not long as like other courses which has 3 months of holiday, it's still a period of time for me to rest and relax before going WAR zone early next year...CHARGE before energy DEAD

i'm gooD at something oK !!!

Today when I reached home, I rush to Mr. K house to help him install modem and activate Internet to help him save another MYR 88. (it's not datuk K) I guess no one is appreciating my effort. People always thought I'm a failure. I paid a lot of effort in order to help but no one knows. When they look at it, it seems that it's an easy task for me without knowing it's tough. In a HOT like OVEN living room at NOON, you feel like cooking yourself. Please oh GOD, I don't want to be xmas Turkey. I have no responsibility to help either. Why should I make myself in trouble helping and what I got is embarrassment

Final exam Feature Writing Y2S2

In the end, it's DEJAVU. Is it a curse or I reacting too slow or I'm just too dumb or maybe I'm too CALM? Why I always unable to finish answering questions in exam? I kept on reminding myself everyday and night. Even during exam, I try to keep myself stick to the allocate time for each section that I've plan but I still failed to accomplish. This is not the first time, it happened in my STPM too... can you imagine...it's STPM !!! In fact most of the paper since I'm in Year 1 Sem 1 also I experienced the same thing. I'm thinking what if I able to finish answering on time...Again I felt disappointed with myself. There's no one I can blame but me. =(

Astronaut-Mission to Star

At last I knew which company I've been selected for practical training after it became one of the hot topic for discussion. Editorial department surely will be a great challenge for me. I not really have exact idea of how's the life being a journalist. From what i heard from seniors and lecturers, there's only one word inside my mind to describe about the world of my future job-BUSY. I'm sure I'll learn a lot in this practical training as reporter are exposed to all sort of things; things that you can imagine and things that you can't imagine too. People always telling me that this job is TOUGH and now I'm going to experience it starting 5th of Jan 2009. It may be a turning point in my life...I mean what I experienced there might have a huge influence in how I decide my future.