What is LIFE ???

Lately a vry simple equation can describe me; assignments+exam+working=my LIFE. I really wish my life can fill wif colors so I noe at least i didn't waste my time when im stil young. I duwan to hav a deep regret when I look back years later. Why ppl is having fun wif uni life but my uni life is jz black and white? Why my life hav so many problems and so hard to travel. I understand dat everyone's hav probs but the matter is there are differences between the definition of yr probs compare to mine. Is yr so called probs really probs? Can someone understand what is in my life? I wish I can share wif someone's but til now nobody can understand me. Sometimes I feel wana giv up coz I'm really too tired for all this but what makes me stil hold on is 1 question. My life stil long way to go, is there any brighter road waiting for me in front ? If I jz let go now, am I a coward dat afraid to face it? I hope I can change my life to be more colorful, or anyone can add color into my life? Im dying coz i hav nth valueable in my life ...It drives me crazy coz sometimes I dun realy even noe what I want. Im lost and hav no direction...my life is meaningless coz everyday pass thru me but i duno what does it mean and I dun even noe what's goin around me. Am i live on my own?