...E M P T Y...

what am i doing at this hour. can't sleep at all. tmr is another very long day. I know i need to get some sleep. freaking tired...sigh...Abt 6 months break ady, entering Oct. somehow i still feel like i never had a single day which i felt i really in holiday and my mind is free. why there's so much thing in my head, gona explode soon. There's something right at the middle of my heart. It's pressing me so hard that I really didn't know what can i do to remove it. Why? bcz I dun even know what's that!! what's the problem with me???? Only heaven knows~

No matter what I do, I can't really concentrate in it~

No matter where I went, I never really enjoy it~

No matter what I eat, I can't really feel it's delicious~

No matter how much words that my friends tell to cheer me up, I can't really able to~

I hope there's someone able to save me...guess nobody, nobody but me =( but when?

I'm like a body without soul. Living like a zombie feels terrible~

Cracked/Chapped Lips

This problem really drive me crazy since it started, i think when i was rushing for my FYP and final exam.

I felt so irritated and went on to google some tips abt it...I found some factors that cause chapped lips and I actually did most of them.

1) Lip licking- (Sometimes I'm force to do so-e.g photography)

2) Peel of the flaky lips skin (It's coming out anyway and it looks ugly so I...)

3) Exposure to sun (Of course, I can't avoid it most of the time)

4) Exposure to cold dry winds (Went to Genting...and thought going to have some fresh air but ...)

5) Lack of water intake (At outdoor most of the time, can't carry so much water with me)

6) Room humidity?? ( exposure to dry air from air con)

7) Spicy food. (Ate some of it coz i got no choice)

=(

STEPS:

1) Use lips moisturiser.

2) Drink more water.

3)Stop licking your lips.

4) Apply vaseline (petroleum jelly)

5) Avoid spicy food coz your lips is sensitive.

6) Avoid exposure to the Sun.

7) Apply Aloe Vera.

Colorful / pink screen appear on your monitor?

If you notice that your computer often hang and when you restart it, coloful boxes or large pixel appear during POST (before entering Windows) that means it's time to change your graphic card. Sometimes the monitor might give you a pink screen when you enter Safe Mode, this is one of the sign that your graphic card is bad. However not to worry...just take your graphic card to repair if it's still under warranty (usually 3 years) or just buy a new one as it is not that expensive for a normal / basic graphic card (appx. RM 150-250)

How to avoid getting DRUNK that fast

1) Make sure your stomach is not empty before drink.

2) Do not eat too full before drink.

3) Mixed your drink with ice or water to dilute the alcohol level.

4) Drink slowly.

5) Do not mixed different types of drinks together (E.g. brandy + wine, wine + beer) but brandy and brandy is ok. wine and wine is ok

6) Do not bottoms up if you know you are not a good drinker.

7) Take lower % alcohol level drinks.

8) Do not mixed with carbonated drinks.

9) Move around. Avoid sitting down because that's the moment you will DOWN!!

10) Train youself. The more you drink the higher tolerance you will have on alcohol.

11) Do not get over excited as it will increase the blood circulation and make you drunk easier.

12) Admit and tell your friend " I cannot make it already"

13) Avoid Shooter or Shot

MSN 8004888D Error

For Windows XP:

Go to Start -> Run and then copy paste and enter each line below. (100% work)

regsvr32 Msxml3.dll /s

regsvr32 Dssenh.dll /s
regsvr32 Gpkcsp.dll /s
regsvr32 Slbcsp.dll /s
regsvr32 Sccbase.dll /s
regsvr32 Softpub.dll /s
regsvr32 Wintrust.dll /s
regsvr32 Initpki.dll /s
regsvr32 Rsaenh.dll /s
regsvr32 Mssip32.dll /s
regsvr32 Cryptdlg.dll /s

Family

My family, what else is more important than you.

You give me everything I need without complaining,

You never expect any return from what you had gave me,

I can't give you anything right now,

At this moment, I don't have money to take care of you,

What I can do is just be independent,

I know I'm helping by doing a little, a little more,

How much more time is left for me to return the love you shower on me,

I will do my best...

abusing the word "help" I need Help too

Lately i bump onto many people asking help for donations. Some sell stuff with a really high price and some asking for cash. Where are this people comes from? I don't know whether are they sincere to help those in need or what. They are making the public feel more frustrated and the real organisations which need help in the end will receive less or even nothing.

Today I met a guy asking me for help at LRT station. He didn't mention or elaborate much but keep repeating please help me...begging...

I help him but at the end, suddenly he ask me to pay RM35...WTF...I help you and you ask me to pay you? and I said I didn't bring enough money. This guy really daring. He ask me to go to ATM machine to withdraw some cash to give him. What on earth is this people are? This is so ridiculous and rude. If you really need donation...it's up to me...it's my decision to donate to where I want or like.

This young people are really kind hearted to help people or are they receiving commission? I know some people who doing this kind of job is well-paid by collecting commission from the donations. What is the motive for you to force people to donate? You have no rights to do so and I suspect whether you have the permit to collect donations...

P/S: I ain't rich, I have a large amount of loan on my shoulder. I'm just a student

SICKO COMPUTER

This time is seriously serious problem. I really can't figure out is it a hardware or software or malicious code is making my computer went crazy as if a person took drugs. This is really no good.

My experience telling me that possibility for
a) hardware problem-5%
b) OS- 10%
c) programmes- 10%
d) malicious code- 75%

Scan a couple of trojan. .. but the symptom never looks like its done by a trojan...Trojan can't be that powerful.

Scan cookies...and it occurs again

End some suspicious programme and computer is normal but do not know how long will it last.

Conclusion: Programmes or COOKIES?

Browser

1) Internet Explorer
2) Mozilla Firefox
3) Google Chrome
4) Safari

I have all 4 in my computer. It's not 4 heavenly King. But Fantastic FOUR: The HELL SHIT BROWSER

IE-endless attack by malicious programme
Firefox: SLOW-BLUR-Never understand a command unless told it twice and above.
Google Chrome-Understand command well but BUT always CRASH and CRASH always...This is not Crash bandicoot Okie?
Safari-Understand command well but STUPID in some basic things. FAIL!!!!

where is the perfect browser i'm looking for...and i'm looking forward til the day

Semester Break. 29/09/2009-18/10/2009

3 weeks. What I can do??? It's neither long nor short.
a) Vacation? I wish...if I have extra money or Maybe I'm just lazy to go out.
b) Room Makeover-really determine...started but outcome is really disappointed. 10% success
c) ASS computer is creating trouble again. Knowing I can't live without it and it torturing me with all sort of problems and I really wana take a hammer to smash it...Dun mess wif me !!!
d) become part time guard. Jaga pintu !!! and become temp MAID...do house chores...WTH
e) FYP- never want to touch it...and I mean it and I SUCCESS...haha

what i'm doing...my holidays going to over...OMFG. Please COME BACK MY HOLIDAY !!!!!

Y3S1-It's Over and I'll Never Want 2 Think Back

Year 3 Semester 1 is an unforgettable sem for me. It's really testing my determination and patience. It's really a busy and hectic 14 weeks for me to go. During the process I wonder if I can survive, although I know I buay 'TAHAN' anymore but I'm still conscious that clock is ticking and day will come and go. What I have to do is just hold on. I need not have to do anything coz I can't do anything. Just have to waste my life and ...finally it's over and now i'm holiday-ing but not a honeymoon period for me. Stress is still there, live inside me. On top of my chest, pressuring me...hard to breath...is it just psychological or there's prob wif my health. I don't know. but but but I found out that for me, working life is still easier than studying...to date, never once come across my mind that being a student is better. Money is burning a hole in my pocket, can't really support myself for too long...have to graduate ASAP.

Couldn't view your hidden files? Change to 'Show Hidden Files' setting but not working?

1) go to 'Start'

2) go to 'Run...'

3) type 'regedit' and press enter

4) go to 'HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\SOFTWARE\Microsoft\Windows\CurrentVersion\Explorer\Adva nced\Folder\Hidden\SHOWALL'

5) delete the existing 'CheckedValue'

6) create a new one with same name: 'CheckedValue' by right click your mouse, press new, press DWORD and set the value to '1'

7) Then open “My Computer” and go to: Tools> Folder Options> View> and select “Show hidden files and folders”

8) You can view your hidden files now.

Virus Blocking You Entering Anti Virus Website? Virus Causes You unable to update your anti virus software?

The cause is 'Conficker Worm' infected your computer. The virus also will cause your computer hang or interrupt your internet connection

Run the Microsoft Malicious Software Removal Tool.

1) go to 'Start'

2) go to 'Run...'

3) type Mrt.exe and press enter

4) click 'next'

5) click 'full scan'

6) Restart computer after full scan completed

7) You should able to visit anti-virus website now

8) Go to download any free anti virus such as AVG and run a Full Scan

9) Your computer should be safe now

Horoscope

Horoscope. You can see horoscope on TV, magazine, newspaper, internet and all kinds of sources. However, do you believe in it? or should I ask how much do you believe it? I got friends who surely turn to that particular page when she hold a newspaper or magazine...and surf web pages about it when comes online. Yes..is a SHE but I not going to tell who is she. hehe. I personally think it got no accuracy at all so we shouldn't believe it. Why do I said so? What making me said this?

1) We believe in almost anything and everything when it talks something good about us. When we realise it's something bad, we tend to give ourselves thousand or even million of excuses in a blink of eyes.

2) There are 12 horoscope sign. 365 days in a year. Over 6 billion people in this world. Millions of people fall under the same horoscope. How could advices or what so ever be accurate and can apply on millions of people at the same time. Maybe I should say it's ACCURATE as it will at least HIT a few of the lucky fellow.

One of my friend which was my classmate back then in primary school days asking me something " did you know cancerians are soft spoken, emo and cool at the same time?" I was wondering how could someone knew something so well about me. Later he told me that he is a cancerian as well. I realise we've been stereotype for the natural traits that cancerian got =).

I started to think and found that most of my friends who are also cancerian do share the same characteristics. That's why I hope people out there know that we are not being proud or LC when we are silent. We were born with the characteristic being part of us, in our blood and veins, each of it build us.

Happy New Year 2009

First of all I would like to wish all my friends Happy New Year. This year nothing much different with previous year except staying at home for countdown. Though just staying at home, I'm all right as this year there's no really heartthrob performing but I did went out to have a cup of tea with my buddy. Thanks dude, you know who you are...

My life is better than last time but is not good. Problems and challenges still all over me but just I got more time to shoot them down. This is what i meant by better.

5th of Jan...few days more I going to The Star for my internship. I'm not scare as this is not the first time I'm working out there for living. I just hope everything will work smoothly, less problem and nice. Just a bit nervous and tension of how will it be as I never been to this field before. I will take this opportunity to TEST myself. Learn to be a better man.

This year I got no new year resolution as I know I'll never stick to it. My new year resolution is meant to break. haha.

The only thing I miss is my friends. I used to have many great, good, close friends but now we all had our busy on assignments, studies, works and etc. Some went overseas so hardly contact each other. For me, friendship are too precious to be lost. Without friends, we are nothing but just an alien in the eyes of others. No one will care about you which make your life meaningless 'cause no matter happy or sad you are, no one will know and it won't make any difference. No anniversaries to be celebrate, absolutely near nothing.

How year 2009 will like? Good or bad? Ups and Downs ? I'll tell you in the next post dated 01/01/2010...hehe

H ! & 8 8

I'm not a quiet person. If you think I am. I advise you to please use more time to find out. I'm kind of talkative if you know me well. hehe. However I make friends slow and easy to lose a friend...That's make my friend circle becoming smaller and smaller. I treasure my friend of course but just can't help in this problem. This is because I don't know how to mix with some Hi Bye friend as I can't find any topic to share with. It seems fake for me to pretend close to them which I never will do. I remember I say Hi to my friend once but he failed to recall who am I even after I try hard to remind him. I felt so embarrssing like I'm acting stupid on the street. There's also once I thought my friend was greeting me and talking to me. When I answered only I realise they are actually not asking me things nor talking to me...again feels so embarrassing. That's drove me to remain silent if I'm not sure. Sometimes my friend asking me things also I will remain silent as I thought they are not talking to me...people starting to feel I'm LCLY.

18/12/2008 > 04/01/2009 > BREAK

Today onwards is my sem break. Although it's not long as like other courses which has 3 months of holiday, it's still a period of time for me to rest and relax before going WAR zone early next year...CHARGE before energy DEAD

i'm gooD at something oK !!!

Today when I reached home, I rush to Mr. K house to help him install modem and activate Internet to help him save another MYR 88. (it's not datuk K) I guess no one is appreciating my effort. People always thought I'm a failure. I paid a lot of effort in order to help but no one knows. When they look at it, it seems that it's an easy task for me without knowing it's tough. In a HOT like OVEN living room at NOON, you feel like cooking yourself. Please oh GOD, I don't want to be xmas Turkey. I have no responsibility to help either. Why should I make myself in trouble helping and what I got is embarrassment

Final exam Feature Writing Y2S2

In the end, it's DEJAVU. Is it a curse or I reacting too slow or I'm just too dumb or maybe I'm too CALM? Why I always unable to finish answering questions in exam? I kept on reminding myself everyday and night. Even during exam, I try to keep myself stick to the allocate time for each section that I've plan but I still failed to accomplish. This is not the first time, it happened in my STPM too... can you imagine...it's STPM !!! In fact most of the paper since I'm in Year 1 Sem 1 also I experienced the same thing. I'm thinking what if I able to finish answering on time...Again I felt disappointed with myself. There's no one I can blame but me. =(

Astronaut-Mission to Star

At last I knew which company I've been selected for practical training after it became one of the hot topic for discussion. Editorial department surely will be a great challenge for me. I not really have exact idea of how's the life being a journalist. From what i heard from seniors and lecturers, there's only one word inside my mind to describe about the world of my future job-BUSY. I'm sure I'll learn a lot in this practical training as reporter are exposed to all sort of things; things that you can imagine and things that you can't imagine too. People always telling me that this job is TOUGH and now I'm going to experience it starting 5th of Jan 2009. It may be a turning point in my life...I mean what I experienced there might have a huge influence in how I decide my future.